Or you were…

I can’t stop smoking haze When you’re not in my life Its the only thing that get me through the night If anything comes from me wrecking it all I just hope you remember how loved you are

Little Girl Blue

I wrote a blues song Come to me my melancholy baby Sit with me and sing the blues Come to me my melancholy baby Sit with me and sing the blues How can I be happy baby When I learnt the blues from you?   Little girl blue in the corner I’ve been high on…

My fault or yours?

I’m not even angry that I’ve put myself in this situation again. Hanging on to a father figure, praying he would just love me – and fuck me. I want to feel all the time like I do when I’m around these funny, intelligent and caring men. Because I just cannot get enough of the…

Incomplete

I’m in control of the damage You can’t hurt me as much as I hurt myself When I purposely fall in love with you all Just so I can feel It’s all about me. Who do I think I am? I’m whoever you want me to be, See I’m never myself around you any more…

We both know

Don’t let your ego inflate Thinking everything is about you The words are mine to scrawl across the page The thoughts are mine to keep me up for days The tears are mine, the pain is mine It just so happens you’re always on my mind We both know its all about you

You’re the only God I’ve ever known

Do you wish I’d disappear? Because I wish that too Life is too painful loving you I can pray my days away And have no one hear a word Because you’re the only God i worship And you’re not there Hear me praise and sing your name Begging you to ease the pressure Guide me…

Liar

I dont want to keep begging You to love me But if it’s the only way to get Your acknowledgement I will stay on my knees You don’t get to give up on me That easily I will compromise myself And leave my self-respect at your feet For you to just look at me And…