Or you were…

I can’t stop smoking haze When you’re not in my life Its the only thing that get me through the night If anything comes from me wrecking it all I just hope you remember how loved you are

My fault or yours?

I’m not even angry that I’ve put myself in this situation again. Hanging on to a father figure, praying he would just love me – and fuck me. I want to feel all the time like I do when I’m around these funny, intelligent and caring men. Because I just cannot get enough of the…

Safe

All you need to do Is brush the hair back from my face And tell me “it’s going to be OK” And i know it will be Because I trust in everything you say   I love you more than I should And more than I thought I could

Thank you for the torture

I’m at peace now So thank you for the torture Now I’ve found out How weak I can be And how strong I am And that I will always love you No matter what

The Truth

I never demanded their attention Their company was all I never entertained the idea of succumbing to their law, So now I am misleading For seeking happiness for myself   The truth is I never deceived any of them Most men just fool themselves

Arabella and the Moonstone

She projects and intense vulnerability that turns to defiance when provoked, and it didn’t take much. Any multitude of non-events could lead to insubordination you would never expect from something some innocent. Despite this, people found themselves forgiving her not long after. Naivety was a common misconception, but one that she allowed to continue so…

Moonstone…

She is obsessed with the night, and her true self twinkles through the constellation of characters she has created and incorporated into her persona. In a galaxy so vast that all sense of time and reality have ceased to exist, it is hard to know which star is the original. It’s possible that she isn’t…