Gimme Shelter

You can’t dry the rain, but you still try To plug all the holes in the sky Sometimes I worry after one more night You won’t want to stay in stormy weather But then we find a place to hide together Because we know the rain could go on all through the night These lightning…

Or you were…

I can’t stop smoking haze When you’re not in my life Its the only thing that get me through the night If anything comes from me wrecking it all I just hope you remember how loved you are

My fault or yours?

I’m not even angry that I’ve put myself in this situation again. Hanging on to a father figure, praying he would just love me – and fuck me. I want to feel all the time like I do when I’m around these funny, intelligent and caring men. Because I just cannot get enough of the…

Incomplete

I’m in control of the damage You can’t hurt me as much as I hurt myself When I purposely fall in love with you all Just so I can feel It’s all about me. Who do I think I am? I’m whoever you want me to be, See I’m never myself around you any more…

Safe

All you need to do Is brush the hair back from my face And tell me “it’s going to be OK” And i know it will be Because I trust in everything you say   I love you more than I should And more than I thought I could

The Truth

I never demanded their attention Their company was all I never entertained the idea of succumbing to their law, So now I am misleading For seeking happiness for myself   The truth is I never deceived any of them Most men just fool themselves

Piledriver Waltz pt 2 – View From The Bridge

A view from the bridge The ‘piledriver waltz’ had happened four days ago, but I had not stopped thinking about the Girl. I wondered where she was and if she was with people who cared about her. I wanted to find her and hug her, and just tell her everything was going to be OK….

‘From The Morning’

I was annoyed with myself for even considering taking the walk downstairs to the canteen. Past all of the faces expecting me to smile and greet them like I was the host of some elaborate but shit party. I wanted to just stay slouched at my desk, behind the two big monitors I had strategically…

Hide and Seek

The usual process is to sit on the floor and hide my face, a bit like a young child playing hide and seek for the first time, waiting for the grown up to come and find them; but I didn’t want to do that this time. So, I tried to become that child who is…